I appear to have lost my mojo. For this danged diet. I definitely hit a wall this week. That should teach me for declaring how good things were going! I am still not having any food cravings and have noticed a stable mood. However, my digestion is still the pits. So now to dig a little deeper. Which makes an already daunting process that much more daunting. I feel like I'm in this for the long haul-if I said that before I was just being nice...assuming I'd be eating everything again come summer-ish. Now I feel like this could be fo'eva. I'm being dramatic, but it could be a lot more trial and error than I was hoping for.
But, that's also OK. I'm in it now...taking 'the plunge' was so much easier and less scary than I thought it would be. I really don't give much thought to what I can't have, unless it's right in front of me. And more than that, I am able to process this out. I don't have to live with whatever ails me. I have the ability and means to seek out answers. So I am. I'm needing to 'speak' this out. To remind myself after a hard week that I am onto something, even if I don't yet know what that is. I have a couple ideas as to what it could be, but I will save that for another post.
So, no pictures today. I'm too tired and busy...I'm making food for a weekend away at a retreat. Where everyone else will be having good delicious snacks and food. This will be an ultimate test to my will! Which is weak at best:). So if you think of it, send some prayers or good vibes my way!
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